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DIDO LYRICS

"White Flag"

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be


Very nice song sia...i like the words esp.. "And when we meet.......move on..."

Woke up, then went to type out history notes... Then played a game of war3.. cannot tahan...lolZ....then later after lunch my mother suddenely very angry,don't knwo why also. Then cont'd typing out my history notes.. then later I feeling damn tired so i went to sleep then later when i wake up liek that my mum call and ask me if i need anything, then i just tell her physics 10 year series lolZ...

Went to OCC... then went gym, forced kokjan to run then went to exercise.... then went swimming, then later at the silde there[ i was looking after my baby brother], there was some snake, about 5 inches long and then came down from the slide, then my mum was like making such a racket because of it.LolZ.. look quite cute sia.. wish i had it as a pet....so cute.. anywayz, it went into some little hole beside the slide there>.<, then later go swim liaoZ...

Came home, ate dinner and then chatted with Dus...
Quotes:
Time takes it all, time bears it away, and in the end there is only darkness. says:
"...That's what it was to be alive. To move about in a cloud of ignorance; to go up and down trampling on the feelings of those...of those about you. To spend and waste time as though you had a million years. To be always at the mercy of one self-centered passion, or another. Now you know - that's the happy existence you wanted to go back to. Ignorance and blindness."-

"I can't. I can't go on. It goes so fast. We don't have time to look at one another. I didn't realize. So all that was going on and we never noticed. Take me back - up the hill - to my grave. But first: Wait! One more look. Good-by, Good-by, world. Good-by Grover's Corners...Mama and Papa. Good-by to clocks ticking...and Mama's sunflowers. And fod and coffee. And new ironed dresses and hot baths..and sleeping and waking up. Oh, earth, you're too wonderful for anybody to realize you. ...Do human beings ever realize life while they live it? - Every, every minute? ...I'm ready to go back...I should have listened to you. That's all human beings are! Just blind people"

Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live.

Taken off http://quotes.prolix.nu/Humanity/
Sianz...Want to watch Underworld but then is R18.. stupid singapore producers.. KNN.. looks so damn bloody cool knn

Posted by kj at 11:30 PM | Permalink

Wahaha today was a quite eventful day sia... First period english, coudln't wait for it to finish.. so boring!!!!Then maths got class test, first to finish but then too lazy to check my paper so i got 1 whole question wrong... crapZ.. then later she just talk about the thief...Then everyone was saying it was yonglin because he stole his mothers money to buy POKEMON CARDS!!!!...

Then recess nothing much.. then afterwards was chinese just did question then went to sleep lolZ.. then i tell a lot of people the three zao ju liao.. then they all don't believe me... stupid people lolZ... Then later was 1 period of lit.... so boringZzzzzzzzzzzZ..... then history.. he do finish the syllabus and then talk about some of his experiences and make fun of the RI people and those who went for the through train and answered some questions on history..

PS.. don't know do what also...

Then later went down for lunch.. don't know wassup between pork and donkey sia.. maybe the exam stress are just getting to them...lolZ... then at lunch that time they were fighting with each other again... then don't know why YL so extra must sit right in front of donkey.. stupid attention seeker.. then later half way fighting[both of them were eating]donkey cannot control his mouth and then splattered the whole table with rice.. ewwwwwwwww.. stupid bastards mad people sia fight until like that...[in my personal opinion, they both are just donkeys and pigs ZzzzzzzzZ]

Then later went for supervised studying, nothing much there except for the fact that the teacher in charge was a fucker.. she don't let us use the library books to further expand our knowledge of history, can give us better marks.. then wanted to read some history book then she don't allow.. Afterwards.. walked to the bus stop, missed the 960 as usual.. then went to the bus stop.. then wait so bloody long then the bus come.. then when i was about to board the bus that time go this short cresent girl call some one then suddenely shout, Never even say bye right? fuck you. I was like wtf?What happen?Then stone on the bus all the way home liao.. Then when walking home that time saw this group of boys play on the road like nothing like that.. then tio some car horn them lolZ...

Came home Dl-ed some replays, went to pick kokming, played one game then went to type out history and bio notes liao

Posted by kj at 6:18 PM | Permalink

Hmm today hor.. damn bloody suay sia.. first two periods english ZzzzzzzzzzzzZ... Next period was history.. damn screwed up sia.. all we had was a history test then some lessons then recess liao.. kope some of Ng's cookie or was it kevins? Went down to run some errands.. i get commission.. everyone must thank aaron koh lolZ...

Hmm afterwards was chinese had ting li che lian.. quite okay lar.. except that i very long never do chinese liao so very hard for me to comprehend.. hehe Then later chinese teacher tried to do the answers for the blue coloured chinese book then no one was listening i was talking to nich and aaron about MTG lolZ... Oh yar then aaron koh wanted to send some sms to jamie saying what.. "what do you think about me?"damn bloody lame sia don't know why the so childish sia.. somemore say is ng ask him to do it one.. then he somemore say he want to be very matured from this morning on wards... haiz... looks like some people just cannot keep to their words..... very hard for the student to feel what the teacher feels.. i know what all the teachers are worried about.. but everyone just takes thing for granted.. haiz..

Maths same thing, everyone was also just crapping about only a few hardworking people like me will go to the front and listen to her... then the teacher was like talking bout the FYE paper then everyone was just like screwing about here and there haiz.. cannot be helped.. just because you pass TA3 that doesn't mean that you will do well for FYE... Then later the stupid aaron koh go and take my HP and wanted to write the same message again.. knn and he again blame it on ng.. EVEN IF NG ASK YOU TO DO IT YOU ALSO MUST DO IT AR? YOU IN LOVE WITH HIM IS IT? anyway, aaron lim keep pointing to my bag then i took some time before i noticed.. then when i saw that time i ran back then like got a lot of tables in the wya i just push them apart then started messing with aaron lolZ.. stupid guy.. people ask you do to what you do.. other people are just smart.. they don't wnat to get themselves in trouble... luckily he never send sia if not i really die... KNN cannot see why those 2 are just so childish.. one keeps insisting that his claim, I like jamie, is true and it's a fact, to him and other childish people... and to think he wants to be more mature form don't know when onwards.. and the other just cannot stop irrirating other with his childish mr chen like talk...

Physics.. he went through with us sec1 work.. i was like wtf is he doing? Like that do one meh? then i was like wtfwtfwtf?? so cheem sia... spent the whole of one lesson doing that and i don't understand anything of what he was talking about.. shouldn't have slept through sec1 physics sia.. never knew it was so cheem... who ask Mr alvin chua so boring?? even english also can make us sleep haiz... then earlier this year when the clas sask why mr chua is no long teaching physics he say that he got demoted because the school realised that no one understand what he is talking about for physics, i think he should be fired.. lolZ

Then later went to supervised studying, went ther sign the paper then ran off to study with andrew and ray, a few gazillion times better than sitting which bunches of crazy people... i mean some people there are really serious and most of the others are just there because they have to...wtf lolZ.. then did maths homework and english homework, never even study anything at all, which is bad.. then later at around 330 like that Airpork came in and tell us that Weiyang lost his wallet then he was like being gay as usual, being mad bah bah. then andrew keep saying that he stole the wallet.. oh gosh the exams stress is starting to take effect... Then YL keep saying is[I am not allowed to mention this person] because he has a "demented childhood"[more like yonglin himself] and that becuase he doesn't like him.. wtf lar...

Then liek around 4 like that weiyang came in with shawn and tell us that he loost his wallet then andrew, being his usual loony self keep saying that he stole it and took out his wallet to prove it -.-"".. Then shawn say.. don't joke lar.. got $130 inside and credit card.. plus IC??? anyway, he was like damn serious.. then like 15 mins later YL come in keep saying is that person..[yl is gay and mad] blah blah blah.. all kinds of nonsense... then later MR tan come in.. I was like shit, he's going to spot that i am not there and going to kill him tmr...he better forget about it...

Came home, ate and early dinner, was really hungry....then went to chat on msn and do my usual rounds of stuff blah blah... then sent in a dedication to say it with music.. don't know if she[jamie yeo] will read it...

Posted by kj at 8:32 PM | Permalink

GIRLS ALOUD
"Life Got Cold"

Oh oh yeah ooh

We text as we eat
As we listen to the freaks
As we wait for the right of way
We text as we talk
We're running as we walk
Cos we're several little souls away
We smoke as we choke
As we sink another Coke
And we grin when it blows on mine
We skate as we date
As we slowly suffocate
We're running, we're running, we're running
Out of time

My life got cold
It happened many years ago
When summer slipped away
So chill now oh
We've got many years to go
So take it day by day

And on the go
I lost my soul
To some forgotten dream and
How was I supposed to know
It wasn't what it seemed
And even though the last to low
Has left me on the floor
I don't believe in Romeos or heroes anymore

We spend as we mend
Cos we're happy to pretend
Everything's gonna be OK
We shake as we break
Never giving 'til we take
And we hate when we have to pay
We flirt while we work
To forget about the hurt
And the trash that we left behind
We sink as we swim
The ice is wearing thin
We're running, we're running, we're running
Out of time

My life got cold
It happened many years ago
When summer slipped away
So chill now oh
We've got many years to go
So take it day by day

And on the go
I lost my soul
To some forgotten dream and
How was I supposed to know
It wasn't what it seemed
And even though the last to low
Has left me on the floor
I don't believe in Romeos or heroes anymore

My life got cold
It happened many years ago
When summer slipped away
So chill now oh
We've got many years to go
So take it day by day

And on the go
I lost my soul
To some forgotten dream and
How was I supposed to know
It wasn't what it seemed
And even though the last to low
Has left me on the floor
I don't believe in Romeos or heroes anymore


:D:D:D I love it, was singing it the whole day.. lolZ Anyway, first 2 periods was PE... my faveourite period.. so fun-.-"' people going to flame me for this i know.. but i don't care... don't know why i like it also.. ran a few rounds then went to play song tradiotional game.. then when chum was playing that time when he kana caught by anthony ng that time he was like huh? game over liao ar? what happen? lolZ damn funny sia.. then everyone was calling him a great figure lolZ.... lame... after that was maths then mrs lee was going through the FYE paper then no one was listening.. hey people, you don't know what it is like to fail hor...:P:P

Then recess.. nothing much.... just went down help andrew by burger then stone for the rest of like 20 mins something like that.. oh yea then mrs lee also stay back and help us with our maths lolZ... after that was the boring physics.. lab... boring.. do some bloody lame experiment.. cannot remember what it was also.. i don't think we even did any experiment only play with some"vibrator"[don't get me wrong] it produces a sound what.. then later he just go through the pratical workbook then go back to class 10 mins late then later ms d'costa was in the classroom telling us what we are to study for our chem FYE then another 5 mins wasted then later go art... the stupid art teacher make us stand outside the classroom for 15mins because we were late.. how lame.. waste somemore time only KNN CCB... then afterwards was english.. did some work.. spent the whole period doing it somemore.. today so slakc wahahaha.....

Afterwards had english oral.. then there was this funny picture of a marketplace then i cannot find anythiong inside there to discirbe.. fail. then he say my reading very good.-.-" don't know really very good or what sia... hmm then conversation he ask me what's my faveourite fruit then he was eating watermelons that time so i just say watermelons the he keep talking abour fruits then i changed the subject to health matters... lolZ food got nothing much for me to talk about sia..... don't know if he will pinalise me for that also...still convsersation what :P:P

Then later got the supervised studying, then i don't feel like studying so during the break that time i met aaron then talk from 3:20 until like 3:45 lolZ then he was talking about MTG feeling damn guilty now.. the later go back that time mrs xia ask me where i go i just tell her that i go stomach pain then she really believe... a bit kok-ed sia.. hmm went home then chat and watch war3 replays.... that's all for today :D:D:D

Posted by kj at 9:33 PM | Permalink

...... Fell sick today >.<.... anyway, tuesday's timetable is so sleeping.. got to keep talking to keep myself awayke -.-""'...First period chinese.. stupid lamer chinese teacher very sian and stressed because of our class ai.. bunch of lousy slackers...like me.. then during her period that time Ng keep blaming me for telling jamie that he and wee ming were the one who spamed her blog.... i never tell her lar.. is she smarter than me and got more time on her hands to go figure it out.. besides i only told her that you keep spamming that she likes edwin in class lolZ... Anthony at least have some decency to lie better lar... you tut tut.. anyway, talk until history.. then mr tan keep looking at the last 2 rows.. becuase ng keep raising the topic that i like jamie... then maths i want to escape from him so i go andrew's table then he also follow.. then the stupid Shawn keep saying that fiends rape huntress... can you micro fiends?No. How fast fiends fire to micro your hunts?Slow. they are both perfect counter to each other but fiends will lose.. IT IS NOT OVERPOWERED.. it's damage make up for it's slow speed and attack rate..

Recess nothing much then RME one of the most useless subject with one of the most boring teacher but funny day... lolZ..... We were talking about affirming each other.. then when come to NG's turn that time, he tell ng, you are Friendly, Understanding, Caring, and Kind.. then later Ho say.. Idealistic, Noble and Gracious.... I want to add... Never Gives up... lolZ... Go read all the caps if you don't get me numb nuts... After him was chum... then later Aaron lim tell him that He's a great figure....-.-"" Literally.. then everyone took it for the pun lolZ....then aaron like wasn't aware of what was so funny like that...

Lit: Stupid boring teaher.. keep trying to wake me up coz i was like dreaming away... lolZ.. not enough sleep...still....Then he was playing with some stupid sqeeky[??] toy of his.. lolZ.. then later he say that giving oral to sec1s are fun coz you can give them lame questions like how would you feel if you were the tree in the picture?LAME!!!

Physics.. he was talking about some stupid text book.. damn sleepy.. cannot asorb anything.. going to fail FYE liao sure one...!!!...

Skiped the stupid supervised studying.. too sleepy to study also.. Came home and sleep until like 7:30.. then wen to eat dinner.... lolZ.. like today is eat sleep eat sleep day sia...

Posted by kj at 8:50 PM | Permalink

ZzzzzzzzzzzZ....took 156 to school today again.. damn uncomfortable sia.. so many girls lolZ-.-""[had to bring my younger brother to schooll first].. firs period PE.. lamer lar... make us run 3 rounds the go back to class.... then CA anthony NG screw up his computer lolZ.. damn funny sia...

Recess!!!.. help andrew and aaron buy burger then stone somemore.... Wahaha then later is the most boring lesson in my opinion.. Mr lim not there liaoZ.. he teach so much better than mr Chua.... Then Info..Free period.. then ng keep writing on some funny piece of paper.. KokJin love jamie, Jamie love edwin.. then later weiyang go add.. Anthony love China kevin, Jamie and wee meng[??] damn lame sia...

Chinese next, then before the teacher come in donkey and airpork fought with each other again.. damn lame... donkey was using a ruler then airpork go and use his t-shirt... KNN... then later run here run there then the stupid pork so fucking irritating go and take my shirt and use it to whack donkey.. KNN CCB... bastard then later got to do some er.. letter writing then s/he/it keep asking the class to keep quiet then i expected himt o like turn around after like 1 min then he really turn around sia.. damn fucking irritating wanted to whack him.. then later simply because john looks harmless and both of us are damn patient ar.. he don't care just keep disturbing us.. damn irritating simply hate him, cannot see what's the problem with him......

Hmm stayed back and ask Mrs lee for help with my maths... she damn smart sia.. envy her lolZ... dl some more w/c replays watch cy vs shanw and stuff lolZ lame sia

Posted by kj at 6:13 PM | Permalink

SBS[si bei sian] day sia.. woek up at 11..weee ate breakfast then like 2 hour later eat lunch.. then go to my room and study study study.. work work:D:D:D.. then do finish work liao then go watch MTV then managed to watch the cheeky girls cheeky holiday song.. the music video si bei lame sia.. then the ending there put what wish you were here.. then the girsl name.. lame.

after that my brother wnat to use the comp so i went to my room and stone there then fell asleep, woek up at 7 and have dinner sibei slack sia.. seems like i barely did any work lolZ..

Hmm then later i went to play warcraft then i figured that the custom games were pretty sianz so i went to play the human campaign all over again then later if i am not wrong at chapter 3 there, the escape from the prison game there then later at one point in the game my younger brother point out a Question mark which wrote.. secret level.. then got 3 step stones there then i managed to open the door and get in then later after that mission there was this Tower defense where you were supposed to protect the portal before the human bastards got to it.. hehe fun though..MASS DEATH TOWER lolZ.. then later after that got one part where you were supposed to go and capture illidan from majiev[spelling?] then they give one panda brewmaster.. so good combo sia.. flamestrike, banish, breath of fire, fork lightning=gg LOlZ.. total rap[e] sia..


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Hmmmmm that all for today...

Posted by kj at 10:41 PM | Permalink